Not every feeling is what it seems,some have a spirit connected to it

So it very paramount that you check your feelings,

question the source of all your feelings,

study whatever knowledge that you get from past the senses

then delve into that knowledge,learn from it and improve.

The enemy of our souls uses hidden stuff

to affect our souls to bring us to ruin

so it is needed to check the sources then face the feelings upfront.


The Mind Needs Guarded

The Mind needs guarded because it affects the heart and vice versa

and to leave it unguarded is like leaving a home unlocked and the door wide open

which is just begging for trouble

and in all honesty the devil wants to make of our lives,trouble.

In all honesty any vile spirit wants to make of our lives as well.

People to can have ill effects on our mind.

It is good to be on guard protecting every second

for one slip up could mean lunacy of the mind rather than sanity of the mind.

The Mind is a very fragile thing that may seem stabile to us at first,

yet when the wrong thing enters it at times the Mind can become burdensome and disturb us

making is susceptible to self destruction which the devil wants.

The devil does not just seek to do harm to us,yet also through us by us in us so keep him out of the Mind

by all means possible then anything and everything that you want to be can be

or else ill will may pervade it and negativity may be all that you say for he messes with your ways.

Feelings Exist In Us Yet They Do Not Always Start With Us

A feeling is a event in the heart that affects us literally. To trust it every time is to then be ignorant and stupid that it is not the total truth. To let your mind be lead solely by the heart ain’t always wise when hearing others. To know your true feelings,get alone in a room and just meditate from there. You should see places around you,not just your surroundings. Your feelings will indicate what you truly want,not passing feelings that come and leave. Your feelings will show you whether you are on track or off track to achieving your goals. Either way go to your heart and meditate,not the heart in your chest,yet the heart field which permeates you as it is you for it is you and affects you everyday and to deny this is to deny reality which none can do and avoid being delusional because to do so is delusional. The real reality is your true feelings show you you in the most honest and the most real way. To be happy,yet be on guard to not let what others say always affect your heart because then your heart will be in curiosity mode and not honesty mode,yet sometimes they are one and the same, yet they are not always one and the same.

The thing about feelings is this,some of them are not purely feelings,

yet have memories connected to them,so to realize this is a step forward towards liberation

otherwise you take a step backward towards manipulation.

Either way the choice is yours and the reality of it all I would akin to a wilderness

where things come and leave all the time so it is best to not leave your heart field unmonitored.

Everything affects us for everything is a choice and everything is a energy

and reality is built up by the both of them.

I am not a fan of living by my feelings for that is where relationships usually fall apart

although I am not referring to your twin flame/twin soul connection,

let that be for without it you’re incomplete and the world needs to let it be or it will never improve ever.

Back To My Roots Too

As of today after reading about animation

I am gonna go back to creating animation again like I did years back.

Life was great back then

and I was more myself and that was back in the late nineties.

I drew and colored my drawings in all the time whenever I got the time to do it.

I will pursue my acting dream someday.

I will pursue my music dream once I get a backup band formed to play with.

I have many more dreams that I plan to pursue one of these days.

I am done with trying to be the perfect Christian

as in never messing up,it happens so we must try again and again.

I doubt that I would ever want to be in the group that I was in from 2002-2007.

Those days are long done and long finished.

I may even pursue my racing dream one day if I get to

whether it is NASCAR or NHRA,either way I have plans,many plans actually.

First off I am gonna be getting me a part time job till all starts to work out

then I am gonna work on one dream at a time.

About songwriting,I could retire,I’ve written more than most 28 year olds ever write,

yet I won’t stop till I am satisfied.

There is much more to come and this is only the beginning.

Keep checking out my blog to find out.

The Heart On It’s Own Is A Moron

You may have your mind on one person

and care a lot about them,

yet the heart knows no limits,so give it limits.

Set limits for the heart before it leads you everywhere.

The Bible says that “The Heart is Deceitful above all things.”

Such makes since to me for what you feel isn’t always what you need to go after

or else you are a moron also and love is not a game,yet love is caring

and without caring love is pointless.

How can a couple remain a couple without caring?

They can’t or else somebody is abused and abuse is never needed anywhere really.

Brie Larson Deserves Better Than She Is Getting

I mean come on you people.

She has to star on The United States of Tara

where she gets viewed so bad that it’s sad.

It hurts me to see this even happen.

What about Raising Dad?

Why didn’t that get her real known then in 2002?

Why not?Why?!

I mean why do y’all only mention movies after 2009 that she did,

yet never Madison,Right On Track,Sleepover and Hoot?

What the hell is wrong with you people?

Then she stars on The Beaitiful Ordinary which became Remember The Daze

where she has to make pot references to even get attention

then she stars on Drunken Stepfather which I still hate to this day just to get noticed.

Y’all people are scum,she was nicely talented back in 2004,

yet she felt invisible,overlooked and ignored

and her parents were divorced!

Where is the care?

Where is the mercy?

If I had known then that she was treated so poorly then when she was doing Hoot

I would have flown to Florida and been there for her.

Y’all don’t deserve her movies.

Y’all don’t deserve a movie at all.

My Earthly Parents Are So Earthly Devils

I never was happy with how they treated me

nor how the communities around me did me.

I never was satisfied with others perspectives or other stereotypes

and I shunned most of them literally.

I never liked how jobs treated me

and I worked a few.

They treat people like dirt,yes they do.

I never really fit into society’s ruts.

I label a job a society rut because in the long run

you have to either wear something that you hate

or stay in a place that you want to leave.

Fate Is Just A Word That Means To Speak

There really no such thing as fate when it comes to events.

Fate is just a manner of speaking.

I so hate how society takes words and distorts them again and again.

Society sucks.

The society today is for the junk.

I do not want society’s junk no more,yet I do want what I want.

Another thing I do not care what the Universe has planned for me

or plans to bring into my life,yet I do not trust it at all.

I trust God,yet the a Universe,not once.

In fact if I went to heaven someday and Brie Larson was not there

I would ask to leave and let me go somewhere else where I can mourn.

I do not like Caitlin Crosby at all,I never did.

If I’m not mistaken we got into a dispute online and I deleted her off of my myspace friends list

and I never looked back,I really didn’t because it was like a breath of fresh air to me.

I am done with being so nice,it don’t get me with her,yet it makes y’all so damn happy.

Still I’m not f*****g happy.God damn whatever is between us and holding me back from forming a band.

God damn those things,plum tired of it.

The Red Carpet Rules Are As Bad As The Christian Academies Rules That I Followed

Whenever I see Brie Larson need to wear super fancy stuff

Just to be on the red carpet seems kinda stupid to me.

Why can’t she wear a t shirt with blue jeans like she used to wear?

and don’t even get me started with my dislike for Marc Jacobs

and his molestation of women,some women do it to men.

I have no pity for either one,because they don’t deserve any.

Brie Larson wanted him around her,drives me to a rage,

not because I hate her,yet because I love so much and I’d hate to see her ever abused by anybody

even my family or friends.

Huh!If I found one family member or friend mistreat her,

I’d abandon them like a tide,very fast,zoom,gone..

Why can’t Brie Larson be her?

Why is she all of a sudden vegan,yet not till after she met Shailene Woodley?

I do not like Shailene Woodley?

I know that Brie Larson has gluten allergies,

yet go to strictly vegan,I did that in 2007 and it got boring real fast.

I was a vegan for almost a full year in 2007

because I got to wear I was almost just eating fruits and vegetables.

I do like Brie Larson and I do care about how she does

and ends up being everyday of my life

on this damn planet called earth.

Women are not below men and men are not below women,

yet mistreating her often times feels like you’re mistreating me.

I will not support what misuse she gets handed to her

whether a script where she gets bruised or put in the hospital

or made to look sleazy like y’all morons like to make her look.

Y’all are some of my biggest dislikes on the earth.

Honestly as a teen I never worried about Brie Larson’s movie choices

because she was never in the position to be mistreated and that brought me inner joy,

yet as a adult she concerns me and worries me everyday anymore to the point of illness.

I got sick for about a month because I worried how she did.

Those people that make nude fakes of her online should be sued

and watch their website get pulled like a tornado coming through,quick and swift.

They do not deserve to own websites mistreating people like they do.

They just have fantasies and their fantasies are physical and possibly mental and emotional abuse.

Y’all are jerks for mistreating her and never count on me befriending y’all because I’ll never do it ever.