There Is No Bipolar Disorder(Although There Is Emotional Abuse By The World)

When we are children,
this old world starts to gradually wear us down,
hurting us whenever it can
and the older we get,
unless we are totally happy,
the worser that it gets
and this is the toughest fact to take.

I get bothered a lot by things,
yet nothing even touches not seeing my friend,
not even not writing songs for days if not months.
I have enough of my own songs to go without writing anything
for a very long time
and I could do shows and shows
and still have more to release
and lyrics written that could fill albums,
possibly ten albums,
yet I will not get to release any of them
till I get a band
and better luck comes my way
in the form of maybe winning the lottery.

I am not humble nor am I proud,
yet I am confident enough in my abilities
to write songs as well as play my own songs
and that is mandatory if you want to make it.
I used to be afraid of performing before people.
I am a very self taught guitarist
and even though my earthly dad
helped me to learn how to press down the chords,
I taught myself them
and even though a guitarist friend of mine
did teach me how to do guitar bends and riffs,
I already knew majors,minors,
suspendeds,augmenteds and diminisheds.
I then taught myself 5ths and more.
None of my friend were as driven as I was
at learning everything
that I could possibly learn about guitar
and barre chords were a struggle for me
early on,yet now they’re a breeze.
I love the word breeze,a breeze is a nice wind.

I once asked my friend
if he would teach me guitar
to see what he would say,
yet I said foolishly I would show
before I heard him say that
all that I needed to learn was major and minor,
yet I never showed and he got rained on
which I do regret a lot,
yet he did forgive me for it
so I guess it will be fine now.

If you want to learn guitar,
learn all that you can learn about them.
From Majors to Minors,
Suspendeds which are a category of chords
in my opinion because there are
SuspendedDiminisheds and Augmenteds and More.
I will not tell you everything.
If you want to know that it will cost you money.
I need it and you can handle paying me.
If I made you near a guitar expert
it would be worth it.

It would be well worth the cost of paying me
and y’all could jam like Eric Clapton maybe.