The world to me is a sphere of misery at times.
You see couples who love each other and wants to be in each other’s life.
I see that and that is great,good for them,yet why not me?
I know depression very well and I know what it’s like to love someone
more than I do everything else.
I love her more than I do music and music has been a big part of my life
ever since I was a toddler.
I always listened to music and I was into most everything really.
If the distance between us was gone a and she wanted me too
I’d have no reason to go on chat rooms looking for somebody to chat with.
No matter who tries to hook lonely and sad person up
unless they do not truly love that one person then it will backfire on them.