I really do miss my friend so much at times to the point of tears.

Still I do hate crying because then your eyes water,

your nose drains and your throat gets irritated,yet how I feel for her is real.

She means a lot to me and nobody on God’s earth matters to me like she does.

My parents matter to me and she matters to me vary similarly.

When I read a false rumor that she died I about took a depression caused breakdown.

It just bothered me that much,yet God sees her so hopefully she is still alive.

At least I hope that she is still alive.

Alright this post is done,it is finished,enough typed..