It seems like every time I try to get my life
back on track some one or some thing gets in the way.
There are truths to every thing that I post on here.
It seems like every time I try to get my life
back on track some one or some thing gets in the way.
There are truths to every thing that I post on here.
I researched and researched about schizophrenia till my head hurt because I want to cure my self of schizophrenia which means split mind.
skhizein:to split + phren:mind
So schizophrenia is a splitting of the mind.
In truth schizophrenia is a neurotransmitter expression imbalance in the brain.If you have too much glutamate you can have seizures,yet too little glutamate you can have psychosis.Psychosis means inflammation of the psyche.Still to me considering that I have ate foods with too little glutamate.In doing so, I have lowered my glutamate levels too much.
There is no wrong in believing in God,yet even in ancient times when Jesus walked the earth;he did cure mad people which are mentally ill people.I am relieved that schizophrenia now is something that I can fix myself.It should be simple,not complex.
So I have looked up foods that have high levels of Glutamate and they are tomatoes,corn and mushrooms.So I plan to eat them in a salad from now on.That will add years to my life too.
Another thing is this:When your brain produces too much serotonin and not enough glutamate; then you have a chemical imbalance in the brain. So eating foods high in glutamate fixes the issue in the brain. Good luck to everyone struggling with this too.
If you read the Book of Revelation
there you will see that there is a great whore that sits on a seven headed beast with ten horns.
That same whore is a great city.Those seven horns are seven hills.Rome is the only city that has seven hills.The Vatican has control over religion.
Let’s delve into the chapter which is all about this:
There I saw a woman sitting on a scarlet beast that was covered with blasphemous names and had seven heads and ten horns.
The woman was dressed in purple and scarlet, and was glittering with gold, precious stones and pearls. She held a golden cup in her hand, filled with abominable things and the filth of her adulteries.
The name written on her forehead was a mystery:
BABYLON THE GREAT
THE MOTHER OF PROSTITUTES
AND OF THE ABOMINATIONS OF THE EARTH.
I saw that the woman was drunk with the blood of God’s holy people, the blood of those who bore testimony to Jesus.
When I saw her, I was greatly astonished.
Then the angel said to me: “Why are you astonished? I will explain to you the mystery of the woman and of the beast she rides, which has the seven heads and ten horns.
The beast, which you saw, once was, now is not, and yet will come up out of the Abyss and go to its destruction. The inhabitants of the earth whose names have not been written in the book of life from the creation of the world will be astonished when they see the beast, because it once was, now is not, and yet will come.
“This calls for a mind with wisdom. The seven heads are seven hills on which the woman sits.
They are also seven kings. Five have fallen, one is, the other has not yet come; but when he does come, he must remain for only a little while.
The beast who once was, and now is not, is an eighth king. He belongs to the seven and is going to his destruction.
“The ten horns you saw are ten kings who have not yet received a kingdom, but who for one hour will receive authority as kings along with the beast.
They have one purpose and will give their power and authority to the beast.
They will wage war against the Lamb, but the Lamb will triumph over them because he is Lord of lords and King of kings—and with him will be his called, chosen and faithful followers.”
Then the angel said to me, “The waters you saw, where the prostitute sits, are peoples, multitudes, nations and languages.
The beast and the ten horns you saw will hate the prostitute. They will bring her to ruin and leave her naked; they will eat her flesh and burn her with fire.
For God has put it into their hearts to accomplish his purpose by agreeing to hand over to the beast their royal authority, until God’s words are fulfilled.
The woman you saw is the great city that rules over the kings of the earth.
The word abyss is derived from two words alpha and buthos.Alpha means strong and buthos means the deep sea.So the abyss is the strong deep sea.Look up movies about the abyss and it simply about the depths of the sea or the ocean.Not a bottomless pit as we have been falsely told.
The woman is dressed in purple and scarlet and the city of Rome,Italy has bishops dressed in purple and scarlet.
The seven heads are seven hills.Rome has seven hills which it sits upon.Plus Rome,Italy has a history of kings too.Look them up.Later the pope replaced the king,yet both really apply to God in reality.
It all goes back to the ancient culture and that is Greece.The signs of the Zodiac have names that can be traced back to events in time.
Let’s start with Aries who in Zeus’s son and is the demigod of war.It is also based on Chrysomallus which was a flying ram that rescued Phrixus and Helle who are the children of the Boeotian king Athamas.
Taurus is falsely claimed to be Zeus disguised as a bull to carried Europa to Crete,Greece;which is how we got the name of Europe.Look it up.
Gemini is the Dioscuri who are Castor and Pollux.Castor and Pollux are the sons of Leda.Leda had two sons from two different fathers.She had Castor with the King of Sparta.She had Pollux with Zeus who lured her in is claimed to have been disguised as a swan.
Cancer is one of the Labours of Zeus’s son Hercules who killed him(a crab a.k.a. cancer) and it was later made added.
Leo is one of the Labours of Zeus’s son Hercules who killed him(a lion a.k.a. leo) and it was later added as a constellation.
Virgo is Demeter the sister of Zeus who had a daughter Persephone who are both part of the Eleusinian mysteries.
Libra is Lustitia or Lady Justice who represents justice.
Scorpio is the scorpion that killed Orion the hunter who was a warrior back in ancient times.
Sagittarius is Chiron the centaur which is a half human/half horse and is a ancient creature.Chiron was considered among the Greeks to be the wisest centaur ever.
Ophiuchus is the serpent wrestler who is Asclepius.He is the son of Apollo who is Zeus’s son.He was taught by Chiron the centaur.He was claimed to have learned to bring people back from the dead which he might have done.
Capricorn is Amalthea who supposedly suckled Zeus back in ancient times.
Aquarius is Ganymede who was kidnapped by Zeus who later poured drinks for Zeus and others.
Pisces is Aphrodite a.k.a. Venus and her son Eros a.k.a. Cupid who were transformed into fish to survive while facing the monster Typhon.
I hope that clears up any confusion that you may have regarding the Zodiac which means Circle.
I have thought about this matter long enough.
In my time on earth I have realized that people can do wrong.
So why would God as sovereign as he is put rulers in charge over people.
If you research the origin of kings then you will see that it was people who wanted one,not God establishing one.
God let it be.
Please read this:
1 Samuel 8:5-7
And said to him, Behold, you are old, and your sons walk not in your ways: now make us a king to judge us like all the nations.
But the thing displeased Samuel, when they said, Give us a king to judge us. And Samuel prayed to the LORD.
And the LORD said to Samuel, Listen to the voice of the people in all that they say to you: for they have not rejected you, but they have rejected me, that I should not reign over them.
As you can see,God never initiated a earthly king over people.He allowed it.
God is the true King of all the earth:
For God is the King of all the earth: sing you praises with understanding.
I was diagnosed with Schizophrenia back in 2016.I try to live a normal life but struggle.I do see spirits and they are real spirits.I am gonna admit that they try to hurt me completely sometimes.I try to get rid of them but I hear popping noises in my joints which I know that they cause me to feel for some reason which is beyond me.
The Spirit of God is good to me though.He is there to guide me and direct me to all truths.He is aware of what is going on.Being a Christian is tough.It is no walk in the park.You got to deal with the spirits and test them to see if they are of God or not.
I will keep on trying to regain control of my life.I will do this because I deserve to have a good life.The spirits do want me to hurt myself or be hurt by others.That is the truth.I am trying to expose them because they are evil,yet the Spirit of God is all good and all knowing too.
If you are struggling with schizophrenia too;then trust me on this that you are not alone in your journey.I too struggle with it day after day.
I will not give up nor conform with this world.I will not give up on my self or my dreams.I will continue writing songs regardless of my diagnosis.I deserve it.
I have done some research on this subject.It goes deep.They are more than just scripture,yet it describes the part of us that few know about.
The light of the body is the eye: if therefore your eye be single, your whole body shall be full of light.
But if your eye be evil, your whole body shall be full of darkness. If therefore the light that is in you be darkness, how great is that darkness!
These two Bible verses on their own describe the 3rd Eye or the Mind’s Eye which is the 6th Chakra.It is your Pineal Gland in your Brain.
The Pineal Gland is important.It is possibly one of the most misunderstood if not overlooked part of the human body.It secretes Tryptophan which turn into Serotonin which turns into Melatonin.
Tryptophan is an amino acid that serves as a nitrogen balance in adults and growth in infants.It also creates Niacin a.k.a. B3 which is essential in creating the neurotransmitter and hormone Serotonin.
The neurotransmitter and hormone Serotonin is what regulates your mood and is involved in turning into the chemical and hormone Melatonin which regulates the Sleep-Wake Cycle.
These words are what society uses against us when we love what we sense and perceive.I find society’s distortion’s amusing because society could do better than it does.
I could find more words that society twists,yet what is the point?There isn’t one.Here are 3 words that society has distorted to mean something other than what it truly means.Exaggerations if you ask me.We could tell someone drinking beer that they are addicted.We could tell someone into someone that they are infatuated.We could someone into objects that they are obsessed.We would be wrong.
Addiction means to go talk to.I find addiction to be a funny word.When you are so into a item they call it an addiction.What is comical is this,that is what makes us human.
Infatuation means to go into foolish.I find infatuation also comical because it has zero to do with loving some one too much yet rather it does means to go into mental insanity.
Obsession means to go to sit towards something.This has been used by society so much that it is irritating because this word is used to offend people out of stupid pride to make those happy miserable and what for?Only fools would do that.Obsession is what we all do.We go and sit towards the tv each day.Duh
The Church or the Ecclesia has raised us into the belief that we have to die at a certain point and time when that is not true.
Jesus is the Resurrection and the Life.
Jesus said to her, Your brother shall rise again.
Martha said to him, I know that he shall rise again in the resurrection at the last day.
Jesus said to her, I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believes in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live:
And whoever lives and believes in me shall never die. Believe you this?
She said to him, Yes, Lord: I believe that you are the Christ, the Son of God, which should come into the world.
As you can tell Jesus is the resurrection and the life and he that lives and believes in him will not die.
Even with regular rendering of John 11:26
And whoever lives and believes in me shall never die. Believeth you this.
However the original rendering of John 11:26 is not that much different.
Here it is:
And everyone the living and believing in Me,objectively and subjectively never shall die. Believe you this.
To me the belief that we have to die at one point derives from this verse below here which has been mistranslated for too long.
Here is the regular rendering:
And as it is appointed to men once to die,but after this the judgment:
Here is the original rendering:
And according to how much and how many it is appointed thee to men once and for all away to die after then this crisis.
The word krisis has been translated into judgment for too long and really translates into English as crisis which means decision.
So basically we have a decision to make after years of living and we should believe in Jesus while living in order to never die and this helps to make the bigger picture clear.
God is the Savior of all people and especially of those who believe:
1 Timothy 4:10
That is why we labor and strive, because we have put our hope in the living God, who is the Savior of all people, and especially of those who believe.
Here are a few verses showing God’s love towards us which is John 3:16-18
(For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.
He that believes on him is not condemned: but he that believes not is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God.)
As you will notice God loved the world that he gave his only begotten son that whosoever believes in him should not perish but have everlasting life.
and God send his only begotten son into this world not to condemn it,but that the world through him might be saved,
yet if we believe not on the only begotten son of God we are condemned already,yet he who believes on the only begotten son of God is not condemned.
Condemned to what?
Condemned to perish
Condemned to die
Jesus death destroyed the power of death which is the devil:
For as much then as the children are partakers of flesh and blood, he also himself likewise took part of the same; that through death he might destroy him that had the power of death, that is, the devil;
Jesus manifested so that he might destroy the works of the devil:
1 John 3:8
He that committeth sin is of the devil; for the devil sinneth from the beginning. For this purpose the Son of God was manifested, that he might destroy the works of the devil.
The last enemy to be destroyed is death:
1 Corinthians 15:26
The last enemy to be destroyed is death.
So who wants us to die,enacted and had the power of death?
Jesus came to undo the works of the devil which was death and by dying and resurrecting he destroyed the power of death.By believing in Jesus we will never die.
I am gonna start with the word Gay.
Gay has nothing to do with the sexually loving the same gender.Gay does not mean sexual immorality which is what loving the same gender is.
Gay derives from the word Gai meaning joyful,laughing and merry.Basically gay means happiness.
Now we are gonna look at the word Homosexual which does mean relating to sex the same.This has zero to do with being into men if you’re a man which is not even right.That is sexually immoral.
Then there is the word Queer which does not mean sexually immoral,yet it does mean oblique,off center.
Now let’s delve into the word Slut which does not mean a sexually immoral woman,yet it does mean sloth.
Fag does not mean sexually immoral,but does mean a cigarette.
Faggot does not mean sexually immoral,yet it does mean a bundle of sticks.
Whore does not mean sexually immoral,yet comes from the proto-indo-European word which is *keh2ro which means dear,loved.
Dude does not mean guy,yet derives from the word Doodle which itself derives from the word Dudeln which itself derives from the word Dudy which means a bagpipe.
Babe does not mean woman,yet derives from the word Baba which means child.
Gigolo does not mean a immoral male,yet itself derives from Gigolette+lo which too derives from Gigue+ette which means this:
Gigue:a fiddle,kind of dance
Prostitute does not mean sexually immoral,yet it comes from the word Prostituo which means to set up and erect for and before.
Lesbian does not mean sexually immoral,yet it derives Lesbos which is a island in Greece and ian which means a part of.