If have noticed that even with lust of women
That it will only get you so far
and then you feel grief and guilt because of it
and if you are righteous
you’ll feel disappointment and shame,
yet if you would have overcame the temptation
you could have done what you enjoyed,
had a good time,
spend time with those you care for,
read something
or traveled somewhere and seen something new,
yet the lust for the flesh grew and grew
and something desires remain too long in us
and taint us till we are not that pure within,
yet polluted by desires that hurt us not help us.