I realize something and that is this:
If you are not doing what you enjoy
then you are not enjoying your life
Life should be fun not ugh
because if is something is ugh then let it go.
Every time I get a icky feeling
and I am feeling it enter me
I can connect the dots and realize the reason of it
and it is necessary to let go of the aggravation.
Another thing is this:
If you do what you enjoy
and it is just and it is right
and you desire to do it then do it
and if others fall asleep on you or leave you
let them do it and keep on being you
because there is no pleasure in solely pleasing others.
The subconscious is so good
and to let this old world mar it or pollute it
is not just a injustice to us,
yet a also a stumbling block to us.