Society wants us to conform to it’s standards,yet I am a non conformist.
I am trying to navigate this life to find who I am and what I like and how I want to live my life also.
I used to sing my own way and I hated how I sounded so I tried to craft my sound to satisfy me and so far it has worked.
I always viewed others singing as more cooler than mine,yet I am trying to develop a cool singing style of my own.
I love to sing different artists songs,yet I do not want to be remembered as the Imitator who tried to be the singers,that would be wrong.
I would feel guilty for maybe accidentally looking like I was trying to steal their spotlight and that never was nor is a goal of mine.
So I bought books on proper singing and it goes by the musical scale which is hard and does wear me out at times.
I struggle at times to stay at the high notes,yet I can reach them and hang with them for a while then I move onto low notes.
I want to be a good singer who uses my own singing rather than imitating others.
My musical heroes are good and various,yet I want to be known for being unique not cliche.
I never liked being compared to other men that lived near me.
I found it tacky and wrong.
I write my own songs and I try to sound good when I sing them,yet at times I struggle and I struggle much.
Maybe someday my singing will improve,it’ll be my own singing alone and I’ll stand out from the rest of the people and be good too.